Hi Gerry,I am missing you like crazy. I want to scream all the time, at the injustice and unfairness of your illness, suffering and loss of life. I cannot conceive why this could have happened to such a wonderful person as you. I long for you every moment and struggle to keep going without you. Christmas is rapidly approaching again. I have gone through the motions and done all the present buying. I still cannot bring myself to decorate the house. I always loved our house at Christmas time. It was beautiful the way you decorated it with the tree, garlands and lights. It would crucify me to sit in the house with all that now as it is already unbearable to endure without you and that would make it harder. The wonderful memories of all the Christmases we spent together and the way you always made them so special would overpower my emotions. Maybe someday i will be able to cope but the rawness of losing you will always remain. You always made life such fun. I hope you are able to celebrate in heaven and have fun and play your drums with all the famous musicians in heaven.
Until we meet again, remember I will always love you with all my heart. You always were and always will be the only man for me.
All my love forever and always. Maggie XxX