Hi Gerry, I love and miss you so very much. I just thought I would write and tell you that the car windscreen is being replaced on Thursday. I had to do it on my car insurance and there is a £100 excess to pay. Fortunately, the garage has agreed to pay this. They will not admit liability so it was the only option left. After is has been done and i have been reimbursed Jamie will construct a response to the garage. Thank you so very much for all your help and input once again. I am truly grateful that you still watch over me and make things dovetail back into place every time i ask for your help. You are a true miracle and I don't know what i would do without you. I am sorry i keep pestering you for your help. I am totally useless without you. I hope all is well with you ad that you are enjoying your new found freedom. I hope you are reunited with our beautiful dogs Di and Patch as well as Tuppy and Satch. The weather is a bit better now but not much warmer. I hope your weather is nice sunny and warm. I hope you are enjoying lot of fun walks and days out with the dogs. I will write again soon when the windscreen fixed and i have more news. Please always remember that I always have, and always will love forever and always. I can t wait to see your beautiful butterfly again soon, and spend quality time together again. forever and I cant wait to be in your loving arms again, forever and always. Until we meet again be happy, healthy, loved and free. Enjoy everything your heart desires. All my love forever and always. Love Maggie XxX

Hi Gerry, I love and miss you so very much. I hope you are in heaven happily with Di. I hope yo fetched her and took her in your arm when she passed away on 22nd February. She was such a brave, loyal, loving obedient and loyal companion to me. She protected me and was always there to comfort me when i am grieving and crying for you. She was like you so very strong,brave and courageous. Please let me know if you are all together again. I would like to think of you both playing having fun and going on lovely walks with Patch, Tuppy and Satch. Please let me know she has met my sister Diane, been reunited with my mum, your mum and has met both mine and your dads. I hope all is well in your world and your life and that you are extremely happy. It has been hell for me here. After losing Di , i am struggling with the aftermath of taking our car to the Nissan repair shop. They had the for 33 days. It has been like pulling teeth to get the car fixed. Finally after it costing nearly £2000 i had a call to say it was ready. Only when I collected it i discovered they had cracked the front windscreen and removed the rubber surround. If i had noticed this before paying the bill, i would not have paid it. I informed the garage about this and a man can our saw the crack and went inside to get a camera to take a picture. Unfortunately, a female presumably the service manage came out waiving a vehicle inspection form which showed the crack was there o arrival. I was fuming as it definitely did not have a crack when i left it. After much heated discussion she tried to tell me a load of bullshit to justify her claim, saying it had been there for months. I was so angry i said that we would not argue but i would be putting in a complaint and would see her in court. I am so angry as i cannot drive the car still as it is illegal to drive with a cracked windscreen. Further more i could get a hefty fine and points on my licence. Also the crack with rapidly spread if the car is driven. I do not see why i should claim on my insurance and pay the excess fee and then have much increased future policies due to the claim. I rang our garage and asked advice and was given the name of a contact to email my complaint. I did this yesterday but he was on holiday. He returned today so is sent it today. He very quickly replied saying he would look into this. He would speak to the service manager( I think the lady that spoke to me) so i don't hold out any hope. He is also going to speak to Justin who was dealing with me, but he is off sick. He is also going to look at all the paperwork. This will show him the vehicle check report so i dot think i will get any success. There is also builders i the car park and there are cars all around the site with diggers and heavy machinery. I am truly heartbroken and beside myself with anguish, and frustration. This had been a very hard few months and without a car to go shopping, go to choir, see the family etc it is a total nightmare. I have had to get taxis which are very expensive and buses which are a total nightmare. I am sick of standing for hours in the rain and cold waiting for them. Is there anyway you can engineer this situation to get the windscreen fixed asap at the expense of the garage. I would be truly grateful if you could. On other news its slightly warmer now and we are finally generating solar energy again. I have tried to do some gardening but i have to do a little at a time as i am not as fit and strong as i once was. My hands are very painful if i do too much. Also i still have the sciatica in my left leg which is very painful at times, especially when in bed and first thing in the morning. Although I have taken to staying in bed until nearly lunchtime every day as i feel i have nothing and no one to get up for. I hope you came with me to the Wyvern last week to see Isabelle and Genevieve in the Beauty and the Beast pantomime. They were amazing. Life is incredibly lonely for me now that i am truly alone. I love and need you so very much. I love it when i see you in my dreams and we have fun and adventures together. Please can we make mad passionate love in my dreams again soon. Hopefully you will return soon as my beautiful red admiral butterfly. I look forward to seeing you come home and spend time in our the garden of our dreams, that you worked tirelessly for years . I love to see you fly around all excited and circle over our heads you are always so excited to see us and to be home. You make my heart swell with love, pride admiration and longing for you. I know it is definitely you I would recognise your bubbly fun personality anywhere. I will update you as soon as i get any further developments. Please always remember that i always have, and always will, love you forever and always. Until we meet again, and I cant wait to be in your loving arms again. All my love, forever and always. Maggie XxX

Hi Gerry, I love and miss you so very much. Just thought I would write and tell you what has been happening the last few days. last Friday 29th March our family all met up at the Windmill for a family celebration, I hope you joined us. It was Darren and Kelly's 16th Wedding Anniversary and the next day the 30th was Isabelle's 12th birthday and my 72nd birthday. It was also Good Friday of the Eater weekend. We all had a great time but I missed you so very much. We all had a meal and a great time together. We bought Darren ad Kelly a huge steak each and a bottle of port and i out £50 in their bank account. Isabelle we bought a heart crystal necklace, two pack of monopoly cards with different games on and a chocolate hedgehog , we also put £20 i her bank account. We all exchanged Easter eggs. I was thoroughly spoilt as usual. They bought my meal and paid for a taxi to take me home. Darren bought me a shopping trolley so that i did not have to carry my shopping home from the village, and a bottle of Baileys. Jamie bought me a electric salt and pepper grinder, a bottle of red wine, and an electric a candle melt with a light showing doves and a ox of was melts. On the saturday my birthday Darren, Kelly, Austyn and Violet visited and brought me the shopping trolley and a birthday cake. On the Easter Sunday Jamie and his family took me to Johns for a family easter dinner and get together. That is when Jamie gave me my presents and an Easter egg. On Tuesday and Wednesday Jamie and Sienna came for a sleep over. We had a lovely time together. Sienna did my make up and sorted out some of my clothes and make up. I sent her home with lots of toys i found in the house. The weather here is still dreadful and raining all the time. I am missing you and Di so very much. I keep thinking of my 60th birthday and my surprise party and how happy we were together. You were the most wonderful person in the world and it was an honour and privilege to be your wife. You were always so happy, fun, generous and loving. I miss your loving arms around me, and your wonderful smile. I am missing Di so vey much and hope that she is withe you forever and always. I hope you came to fetch her and that you are having lot of nice walks and playtimes. I hope she is happily playing with Satch, Patch and Tuppy. I am finding life so very hard without you. There is so much to deal with at the moment. I am still waiting for our car to be fixed. It was a bitter blow when they said it needed a new turbo charger and how expensive it is. I decided that as i had no way of getting around to chose another car to go ahead and get it fixed. Please can you make sure that there are no other faults. The downstairs toilet needs to be fixed but I have arranged for Geoff to do that. i also have to renew the house and insurance policy and am finding it difficult. I also have to renew the broadband and home telephone. This had gone up a lot, and i am wondering how to continue. I am sorry to keep putting all my worries on to you, but you did everything for me and i am lost without you. I hope all is well with you and that you are having a great life. I cant wait to be reunited and in your loving arms again. I think our neighbour Steph is being sectioned today, there are three car and a van outside and she has been acting weird for months now. Until we meet again, please always remember that I always hav and always wil, love you forever and always. All my love forever and always, Maggie XxX