Hi Gerry, Well it's another year again. The weather is lousy and so is life. I think of you all day and a lot of the nights. It is hard to go on without you. Life has little meaning for me now. I look after Di for you. She is wonderful as usual and very affectionate. Mum is in a home now and is a sad figure of herself. She is not mobile anymore and is very unhappy with being put in a home. The only other alternative was for me to take her in and i don't think i am physically or emotional strong enough for that.
Darren and Jamie are wonderful and do a grand job of looking after me for you. I see them several times a week and our 5 grandchildren are a joy to behold. They are beautiful, fun and very affectionate.
I miss you soo much and cant wait to be reunited with you.
I am busy writing our story to leave as a legacy to the family. I am enjoying it but finding it very painful recalling all of our wonderful years together.
I love being with you in my sleeping hours. It feels so real but i find it difficult to remember it all in the morning.
All my love forever and always. Maggie xXx