Hi Gerry,
Its Saturday 25th January 2020. It cold but dry and overcast. Your stone garden planter with your Gerry Hunt rose is looking lovely with snowdrops all around it.
I am feeling very lost and lonely without you. I do not know how to fill my days. I lay in bed until late morning and then take Di for a walk. The only things left for me to do it so write our story and to declutter the cupboards and wardrobes. As you know something which I find hard to do. I am slowly getting there, trying to throw unnecessary items away each week. I can’t let go of the memories they hold.
I cannot let go of anything which belonged to you, not even your clothes and shoes. It would feel like erasing you from the home you lovingly created and our life.
Jamie has just returned from America. I have not seen him yet, but he texted me to say he had a wonderful time, and all went well. All his family are doing well.
Darren and his family are also doing well. Darren ahs just had his JS guitar chromed. It looks amazing.
It is rapidly approaching Jamie’s 40th birthday and I am clean out of ideas. Maybe you could suggest something. He wants something poignant to keep forever. It needs to be something quite small.
I hope it is a lot warmer where you are. I hope that you are having lots of fun with your newfound freedom. I wish I could be with you. I want to talk to you, hold you in my arms and make made passionate love. I miss our romantic holidays and the family band so very much.
I saw you in my dreams last night, but I cannot remember much about it. Please keep coming and communicating with me. I can only remember telling you how much money we had to spend. I said for you to spend it on anything you wanted. A new car, drumming equipment, clothes, traveling around the world. Anything you wanted, and we would be so very happy together again. It was wonderful to see you.
I think about you all the time and wish with all my heart, body and soul that you were here.
Until we meet again please always remember that I always have and always will love you forever & always. My husband, best friend, soul mate, lover, my rock god, night in shining armour, the man of my dream, my master the love of my life. I thank you for being the most wonder, amazing, talented, gifted, musical, artistic, loving, kind, generous, wise, intelligent, loyal, dedicated, devoted, strong, brave, courageous, heroic noble man my hero. I was so very lucky that you married me and made me so very happy. It has been an honour and a privilege to be married to you.
All my love forever & always,
Maggie XxX