Hi Gerry, I am missing you so much. I am sat thinking about you and wanting you so bad. Di is very sad at the moment, she keeps laying in the hall watching the front door, waiting for you to come home. I wake every morning hoping to find you led in bed beside me. I am still hating life without you, and long to make love to you again, each and every night.
I am busy in the garden again, trying to keep it up to your standard. I know i will never achieve it but i try. Darren helped me to dig up most of the grass plans which had grown huge and overs shadowed other plants.He also managed to dig out the pampas
grass. It is beginning to shape up nicely now.The magnolia tree is magnificent this year and the cherry tree is about to blossom. You would love the garden. You were always very proud and meticulous about it.
The sun finally came out yesterday and today. I don't think it will last long but it has been most welcome after the long hard winter.
I hope you are ok and having a great time wherever you are. I long to connect to you spiritually and love seeing you in my dreams. I hope to dream about you again soon.
I hope you know how much i love and miss you, and wish i had been kinder and more loving to you when you were here. I tried so hard to save you and you were magnificent in you brave and heroic fight you put up. I am so sorry that you lost your fight and wish with all my heart that things had been different. I thank you for being such a wonder husband, father and grandfather. You were the best most loving and dedicated man in the world. You were a fantastic lover, best friend and soul mate and nobody will ever take you place. I will always remain exclusively yours.
Until we meet again.Remember I love you now and forever.
Love you forever & always Maggie XxX