Hi Gerry,
It's six years ago today that you left us, it still feels as raw s if it was today. I love and miss you so very much as would do anything to have yo home again.
I put a notice in the Evening advertiser with a message to you. It has a large red rose and the message says
"Thinking of you is easy, we do it every day. Losing you is the heartbreak that never goes away. All our love forever and always , Maggie Darren, Jamie and families. XxX I bought you 15 red roses and a lovely butterfly card with my loving message to you. I also got you a blue-tit in flight on a metal stake and put it in the garden under the cherry tree. I played your dvd which has Hotel California, your drum solo, Wipeout and you talking at your fund raising concert and then playing Comfortably Numb. Then you gave the boys a card which said I am very proud of you, with your photo inside and a loving message from the heart from you , adding that you had given them a gift in their bank accounts of £500. This is to help ease them through the lack of income they are unable to receive owing to not being able to work during the virus crisis and lock-down. They were totally blown away and are so very grateful to you. We all know that you are watching over us and looking after us all still.
I have just played you the Unchained Melody and later I will sit and talk to you and maybe give you some loving Rakie.
We had a b-b-q this afternoon , Barry came and Darren with his family and Jamie. We let of six balloons each with a message from us all, and released butterflies at 3.50pm. The boys played you Hotel California ant then we had a whisky toast to you. Your butterfly came and flew around us all afternoon. It even landed twice on Kelly. We are always delighted to see you, we are sure that it is you.
I wish you were here and we could make mad passionate love tonight. I miss you so very much. Life is so lonely and miserable without you.
I notice that you seem to have two friends this year which follow you around. I am so pleased that you have friends were you are and, that you are happy and free. I am so pleased that you are able to come home whenever you wish.
Until we meet again please always remember that I always have, and always will love you forever and always.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX
We are still in some form of lock- down which is why Jamie's family could not come as Sienna and Lindsay arein the very high risk category.