Lit by Maggie 7th December 2020
Hi Gerry, I love and miss you so very much. Christmas is rapidly approaching now. I have done our shopping on line so I hope the gifts are ok. We are still in lock-down, life is so miserable now. It's cold,dark around 4pm and so very lonely. I wish with all my heart, body and soul that you were still here. We would be having a wonderful life together now. Free time, privacy and time to relax and enjoy all your hobbies. Di is much better now that she is on her painkilling drugs for her arthritis. She loves going for her walks. We only go for short ones these days, so that she can enjoy them without over stretching herself. She spends most of her time sniffing the ground. There are lots of leaves and foliage for her to sniff, and she loves it. She is mostly of lead, and she is so very good. People always comment on her excellent behavior and how beautiful she is. She is such good company and loves to pay in the evening with her red devil toy. Genevieve is having and eye operation on Thursday. i am really worried about it. It's quite invasive and they have to chisel of some of the bone on her nose. Poor little mite. she is so tiny and so very beautiful. I hope all goes well and that she is not to distressed. I don't have much new these days as i don't go anywhere or see anyone is it is forbidden during lock-down. I hope there is some light at the end of the tunnel in this virus situation. A vaccine is due to be rolled out soon. I am not sure if this is going to be successful or if there will be complications arising from it. We have been in lock-down now for 9 months and it looks like it will continue for most of next year. The virus is still spreading so rapidly and the death toll is now well over 70,000 which is just a guesstimate. Just in the UK alone. In reality it is probably much, much higher. It is so scary and I don't want to go out in case i get it, or pass it on the anyone in the family. I have not seen any of my family for over a year now and nobody contacts me. I just feel abandoned. The only saving grace I have is our wonder son's, and there families. Also the comfort of being in our beautiful home. Seeing everything you did and built for us. All your artwork and beautiful things are all around me. I have your pictures of you everywhere. I just wish you were here with me still. All I want for Christmas and any other time of the year is YOU! I hope your world is much nicer that this one. I hope you are fit and well and having a wonderful new life. I hope you are happy and loved. I can't wait to be re-united with you again. So that we can be lovers together again, forever and always. Until we meet again, please always remember that I always have, and always will love you forever and always. You were the only man for me, the love of my life and the man of my dreams. Such a beautiful person. I will treasure you memory and love always. You are in my heart, thought and soul all the time, and i miss you with every breath I take, and every beat of my heart. All my love forever and always, Maggie XxX
This candle went out on 4th January 2021.