Hi Gerry, I love and miss you so very much. I am really unhappy and very scared at the moment. I have an appointment tomorrow at 9 am for my tooth extraction. The dentist did not do this on Thursday. I am getting really fed up with this scenario. I have also got an appointment booked on Thursday afternoon at 3.30 for gum flap treatment. This is really putting the shits up me. I have to have half my mouth done on Thursday and then the other half done on the 3rd June. Darren's birthday. It is going to cost aver £1115.00 at least. It is done under local anesthetic and takes one hour fifteen minutes each time. I hope you will be there with me and holding my hard. i need you with me to help keep me calm and under control. I have had the shits now ever since I found out about this.
The weather is much better now and I have done some gardening. I cut the grass yesterday. It was the first cut of the year. It was a bit wet and I would have waited for another week or two. But after this gum treatment on Thursday I am not allowed to do anything strenuous. I will have to sleep in the chair as I am not allowed to lay down in case of bleeding. I have done a bit of digging and weeding of the boarder on the left side where the roses are.
Di does not want to go for a walk today. She enjoyed laying in the garden and watching the world go by whilst I was working. She is loosing weight as she will not eat much. She hates the dry dog food now and just leaves it.
It is Darren and Kelly's 13th wedding anniversary on Monday. I have not got them anything. I will just have to give them some money and maybe a bottle of something. I will be remembering their wedding day and how handsome and proud you were that day. We had a wonderful time and I wish with all my heart, body and soul that you were still here.
I don't have much more to say now. I will write again and fill you in with how things go with my treatment.
Until we meet again. Please always remember that I always have, and always will, love you forever and always.
Can't wait to be in your loving arms again. Hope you are having fun while waiting for me.
All my love forever and always.
Maggie XxX