Hi Gerry,
I love and miss you so very much. I am at a loss as to what to do to fill my empty days without you. The weather is not good at the moment. I have received the caterpillars to release as butterflies on your anniversary of passing. However as it is not very warm at the moment I am worried that they will not be ready on time. We were promised a heat wave which is why i did not order them earlier.
It was Genevieve's 5th birthday yesterday. I went to her party which was held in John's field. She had a joint party with her boyfriend Joseph. We had a lovely time. Darren and his family came, Daniel and some of Joseph's family. The kids had a bouncy castle and a bouncy slide to play on. Darren took his speakers and stage lighting and we had disco music on in the conservatory. We ate hot dogs and chips which you would have loved.
We bought her some lovely outfits as she did not need any more toys. We bought a Minnie mouse outfit complete with a dress, shoulder handbag and leggings , we also bought her a pink Peppa Pig dress, shorts and tee-shirt. We also put some money into her bank account.
I am at a loss at the moment to know what to do. I cannot do any gardening because of the weather and Di does not seem interested in going for a walk.
i am still cracking on with our Story book to leave the family. its Called the Love of my Life and its all about you. Our wonderful marriage and family life. All your magnificent multi talents and music. Your wonderful personality, our fabulous holidays and or course the pista resistance the family band and you famous, legendary drum solos. It has taken me so many years to write as it is so very painful to do. It evokes memories and feelings so powerful that it overwhelms me and I have to stop.
I have not seen your butterfly for a while now. It might be because the weather is lousy. I am hoeing to see you again soon so that we can spend quality time togehter in the garden.
I hope you are happy, restored to full health, loved and living in the most beautiful world imaginable. I hope it is everything you dreamed of and more.
Thank you for coming to see me in my dreams. I love to be with you again, so that we can talk to each other. Hold each other, kiss each other and make mad passionate love. It is so nice to re connect physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually, and be able to communicate with each other. i hope when it is my turn to come, you will come for me, hold me, kiss me and whisk me in your arms back to your world, so that we can be lovers again forever and ever.
Until we meet again, please always remember that I always have, and always will, love you forever and always.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX