Hi Gerry,
It's 8 years today you passed away. It still feels as raw is if it was today. The moment you left my heart broke in two. One have is broken the other died with you. I love and miss you so very much. I have been thinking of you constantly and wish were still here.
You fought so very hard to beat the disease and stay with me. You were so strong, courageous , brave,noble heroic and dignified. You gave it all you had and were still fighting with the last beat of your heart and breath in you body to beat the disease and stay with me. I am so very proud of you.
To honour you I place a heart felt message in the advertiser with a red rose icon. Bought you 15 red roses. A replacement star performer climbing rose as the previous one did not survive the winter. We had a bbq on our new stone bbq you bought. Darren, Kelly, Austyn and Violet came as well as Barry and his new dog Roxy. Jamie and Isabelle came later as Lindsay had to work and Sienna and Genevieve are ill with Scarlet fever.
We released 10 butterflies which I had grown from caterpillars. Darren played and sang Hotel California your favorite song and we all drank a whisky toast to you.
The kids had a ball playing together in the garden. I do hope you were able to join us and watch the occasions.
I have only seen your butterfly once very briefly this year. I do hope you will return and we can spend some quality time together again.
Thank you for sorting the boys holidays and getting them booked. I only have to ask, and you always deliver. I am so very proud of you and so grateful to you .
Thank you for visiting me in my dreams and for bringing my mum and dad to visit me the other night. You made me very happy. Please can you come again soon and can we make mad passionate love again. I want you so very badly and I want to make you happy again.
Until we meet again , please always remember that I always have and always will love you forever and always.
i will sing off now as it is very late and I want to sent you some reikie healing.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX