Hi Gerry, I love and miss you so very much.
I need your help right now. I have a few problems and decisions to make and you know how hard i find it to do this,
Our lovely Nissan Note had been diagnosed as having a turbo charger ceased up. Apparently i need a new one fitted at a cost of £1600 pounds plus the diagnostic charge of around £180. Do i get this done or do i bite the bullet and change the car? This is my dilemma. The car is 14 years old but only has 65000 miles on the clock or do i get another one.Technology has increased so much tat the newer cars are much more technical. I am scare of new technology.
Also our downstairs toilet has a few issues. I am not sure if it needs replacing or just repairing. I don't know what to do about that either. I also have to renew the house and contents insurance and do not know whether i need the emergency cover or not. I am very distressed at the moment and do not know what to do. I am hoping that you can give me a sign to advise me.
Sorry to put this on to you as I am always asking for your help. Also i am quite depressed after losing Di and feeling guilty over her and feel I did not do my best for her. I do sincerely hope that you can and fetched her when she passes and took her back to heaven with you. I hope yo are going to be together for ever and always now. I hope she is happily playing with Patch, Satch and Tuppy and as met my sister Diane, her namesake. Pease can you let me know and give me a sing if you are together again and enjoying lovely walks and playtimes.
I have see you in my dreams twice that I can remember this week,. Its wonderful to be with you again and be happy. We have had lot of chats and fun times together again. Please keep coming if you can it makes me so happy to be i your arms again.
It is Darren and Kelly's 16th wedding anniversary tomorrow and its Isabelle's 12th birthday the day after as well as my 72nd birthday. As it is Easter weekend and its Good Friday all our family is meeting at the Windmill for a meal and family party. I do hope you will be joining us.
I am so very lonely without you and Di especially as i cannot go out because I have no car to drive. The weather is still unbelievably lousy. It has not stopped raining now for 6 months. It is currently lashing down with rai and there is a very loud thunder and lighting storm overhead.
I hope all is well in your world and that you are happy, full of good health and vitality and having the most wonderful life i heaven. I hope you are reunited with both of our family members and that you have Di, Patch< Tuppy, and Satch with you. I hope you have lots of friend and lovers to have the most wonderful time.
I hope you will always remember that I always have, and always will, love you forever and always. I cant wait to be in your loving arms again.
I will write again after our family get together tomorrow let you know how thing went.
All my love forever and always.
Maggie XxX