Hi Gerry. I am missing you like crazy and I am struggling without you. I wish I had looked after you better and given you much more love. I regret all the times I hurt you and wish I could put the clock back and correct things. Di is well and looking good, but she is often sad as she is missing her pack leader. You had a special bond, she was your shadow and you adored her Jamie gave us for our wedding anniversary a beautiful framed collage. It is a head and shoulder portrait of us together. We were on holiday in Bali staying in the apartment that has the Romeo and Juliet balconies. It was a self timed picture of us when we were in our swimwear and had been larking around in the room. You are looking very handsome with your suntan. sparkling eyes and happy smile. We are looking very happy and in love. It is composed of 1300 small holiday and family pictures. It is amazing and if you look closely you can recapture our holidays, family, and magic moments in our life together. It is helping me remember all the good times we shared. It is hung over our bed. Your face is the first thing I see in the morning and the last thing I see at night. I wish with all my heart that you were still here. Life is very trying and a boring without you. You were always so exciting, adventurous and full of surprises I hope you are very happy and well wherever you are. I hope you have managed to meet your hero Buddy Rich and have an opportunity to have drum conversations. There are many famous musicians where you are and I hope you are having some great jam sessions. There are also lots of artist who you could create great works of art with. I hope you have been completely healed and your spirit and soul is as beautiful and perfect as it always was. I hope you are happy and fulfilled in your new life. Love forever and always Maggie xXx