Merry Christmas Gerry. We are all missing you soo much. We should be having so much fun together and having the fun times we craved for. I had a tattoo done as a dedication to our love for each other. I have a bespoke shimmering heart with your signature across the middle on my left boob over my heart. The signature was traces from one of the many lovely card you sent me over the years. So I have you writing on my heart within a shimmering heart to signify the fact that my love for you is always burning in my heart. I hope you like it. We have some lovely presents and I also got you a lovely plaque with some heartfelt words, a candle with a message of love for you. A dozen red roses and a bunch of pink roses.I also got a couple of new decorations a lampost with robins on and a deers sat underneath and a little birdhouse with a pair of robins. You gave me some lovely gifts too. A lovely big scarf, some make up, slippers and some lovely scented candles. I have spent a lovely day with the boys. First I went to Jamie and Lindsay and spent 4 hours with them and Isabelle, Sienna and Genevieve. It was magical and we had a lovely festive dinner and I had lots of lovely presents. Then I went to Darren and Kellys and sent another 4 hours with them Austyn, Violet, Brent and Russell. I had another festive dinner with them. We had a great time and lots of fun giving out our presents. Again I was spoilt with lot of lovely gifts. Lynn gave me a memory tree which I have set up in the lounge and I am putting on items of memorabilia and special memories of youand our best times together. It might give me some comfort to look at them. I hope you are ok and having a good time wherever you are and I hope it is magical for you too. I am constantly looking out for signs of you being around I and I have seen a few recently, The little bird that banged on the patio door in the kitchen and then waited for me to go and speak to him. The heart on the glass door of the fire and the message you are writing me on the glass door. I hope you are aware of us all and what we are doing. Please come as often as you want to and I would love to see you again in my dreams. All my love forever and always. Your devoted wife Maggie XxX