Hi Gerry, I just thought I would let you know that tonight I did my first Rock Choir performance. It was for a Choir members ruby wedding anniversary party. I was very nervous, and was a bit shocked when a song I was not expecting was added to the performance. I stood at the back so as not to be seen in case I messed up. I did really well and thoroughly enjoyed it. I will certainly do some more later in the year. We had Prossco and cake after the performance. I wish you could have been there so see me on stage for the first time in my life.
It brought back memories of our Ruby Wedding. Our evening out at Colleys supper rooms with the boys and Barry and Sue. We ended the evening with a passionate night in bed. It was a magical evening and one I shall remember and treasure all my life. The anniversary rose bush you bought me is thriving. We should have been able to have many more anniversaries together. The years we had together were not enough, and we have missed out on our retirement years together. The golden years when there would be time for fun and leisure.
It is the May bank holiday weekend. The weather as expected is lousy. I do not have anything planned for the weekend. No surprise there. I doubt if I will see another soul until Tuesday. Life is so lonely without you. I wish with all my heart body and soul that you were here beside me.
I am rather confused as to why after returning from my holiday the dishwasher is not functioning properly. It seems to have moved and the door does not open properly, and moved forward when trying to open the door. Also I have just discovered that the TV in the spare bedroom is not working either, which also worked before my holiday. I am beginning to wonder what has happened whilst I was away.
The garden is looking lovely at the moment. Your tree of life is looking great. I am also surprised to find so many forget-me-nots this year. There is also an abundance of love in the mist which has magically appeared from nowhere.
I am assuming they are messages from you and I very much appreciate them. The wisteria is also looking particularly fabulous this year.
I miss you so much it hurts and I long for your touch. When I sing the songs for the choir they often make me cry. The words are very poignant, and sometimes they relate to us so very much.
I hope you are happy and well. I hope you are free to enjoy yourself and can play your drums , swim in the Indian ocean among the colourful corals with the playful dolphins, turtles and the abundance of colourful fish. I hope you can fly up to the stars and moon and back with the birds and the butterflies. I hope you are loved and your spirit and soul are as perfect as they always were.
I cant wait to be re-united with you and be together forever.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX