Hi Gerry
It is Autumn now and I am missing you so very much. There is very little for me to do these days. The nights are drawing in fast, and the autumn leaves are turning brown and falling. There is lots of tidy up to be done in the garden in the next few weeks. Autumn makes me sad as I think of you. As lovely and pretty as autumn is, it bring back memories of losing you and all the pain is being relived over and over again. I remember the trip we took to Scotland in the autumn. The scenery was beautiful and we had such fun. It was very romantic, magical and unforgettable.
The nights are long and lonely, I only have Di for company. She is lovely and very affectionate as always. She is missing you so very much, you shared such a beautiful loving relationship. I will soon be lighting up the log burner during the evenings. That also makes me very sad, as you loved the log burner. We spent several years sitting watching the flames and cozying up with a glass of wine or whisky, before making mad passionate love on the rug in front of it. Oh how I miss those winter evening with you. I love you and miss you so very much. It breaks my heart when I think of how much and how long you suffered. How much life and love and leisure time you have missed.
It will soon be your 68th birthday. Another heartbreaking day of longing and yearning for you.
Darren is gearing up for his performance at the Wyvern playing for The war of the worlds. I am looking forward to watching it.
Jamie is also gearing up for his performance in the Bath Royal Theater playing in Shrek. I am not sure if I can go to that one but I would certainly like to.
Lindsay has just had her 40th birthday. Jamie took her and the girls to a lodge with a Jacuzzi in the forest of Dean. They had a wonderful time and visited Puzzlewood. This is where the inspiration for the Hobbit and The Lord f the rings was created and even some of the filming.
I am still singing with the Rock Choir and the new term has just started. I am hoping to perform for the NSPCC concert and also the Christmas concert in the Marlborough college. they are hoping to raise a lot of money for charity as they are charity concerts.
I am very sad as I have not seen your butterfly for months now. I did see him once for a short while. He looked different somehow, a slightly different colour and he did not stay very long. I am not sure what that means but I hope it does not mean that you have left me, and do not want to come home any more.
I hope all is well with you, and that you are having a wonderful new experience. I do hope you hare happy, healthy and well. Enjoying everything your heart desire. I cant wait to be in your arms again.
Until we meet again ,Please always remember that I always have and always will love you with every beat of my hear, body and soul.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX