Hi Gerry, I love and miss you and think about you all the time. I was very pleased and surprised to see your butterfly today. It was tapping on the kitchen window to get my attention. When i went outside to see it and talk to it, it flew around in excitement, before going up into the arch and settling in the plant I think it might nest in there. Maybe it will stay over the winter. The other day I saw it and it flew around and looked into the lounge window. It seemed quite excited and had a jolly good look. I am always pleased to see it and i know it is you coming home. Please keep coming as it is a great comfort to me, and confirmation that you are still around in another form of life. I am thrilled that you still want to come home and be close to me.
It is Halloween tonight. I don't expect to get any trick or treaters asthey do not come anymore to our house. They stopped along with a host of other things when you were taken form us. In fact nobody comes here anymore.
Austyn has just had his 8th birthday and we bought him a dragon and a Pokemon belt and figures. He did not have a party this year but had a night away at Gullivers world instead.
It is Sienna's birthday tomorrow and she will be 6. She is not having a party either, and is having a night in London instead. We bought her a Mipi robot and an art set.
Darren is busy doing his Halloween shows. i am going to watch it tomorrow at the White Hart in Wroughton. It looks amazing. His studio is still in progress, but it going very slowly.
Jamie is busy as usual. He has just bought Lindsay another car. It is a 7 seater Nissan Quasi. They needed a bigger car as now the girls are getting older, they cannot fit in three child seats and themselves anymore. He is selling his car to Lindsay's niece and taking over Lindsay's old Nissan Note. Jamie willbe getting ready to perform with the Rock choir soon. I will be on stage singing with them too.
It is getting very cold now, and the nights are so very long. It is dark by 5.30 pm now that the clocks have gone back. I am enjoying sitting by the log burner these lonely cold nights. I think of those wonderful evenings we spent together by the fire.
I have started the Christmas shopping, buying mostly on line. It is no fun now that you are not here. I have decided not go to the winter ball with the choir. I cannot bring myself to go out and party when you are no longer here. It would not be right to do so.
I hope all is well with you and that you are having the most wonderful new life. As we are both spirits even though you are no longer here for me to see, we are still connected, as love never dies and the bond of love we share is indestructible.
I will sign off now and contact you again when I have some more news.
Please always remember that I always have, and always will love you forever and always.
Until we meet again.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX