HI Gerry,
I am thinking of you as usual, I wanted to tell you that I love and miss you with every beat of my heart.
It is freezing cold now and the Autumn is really biting hard. Its dark by 4.30 now and the evening so very long and lonely.
I went to the Astronomy class this morning but it was way over my head. Not sure if I will continue but it is only once a month. I am meeting Darren later today to see the Shitfaced Shakespeare play tonight at the Wyvern. We are having a meal first,probably at the Savoy. Remember when we used to eat there . Very often on a Sunday. Oh how I miss those days so very much. We should be having the most wonderful retirement now. Happy lovers together with lots of free time.
I don't have much other news at the moment. I am busy thinking of Xmas gifts for the family. I have done quite well so far, but it is a chore these days. Christmas holds no joy for me anymore. Come to mention it nothing in life does without you.
Di did not want to go out for her walk today. I cant say that I was disappointed as it is only about 5 degrees outside.
I hope you are having a great time. Your new found freedom must be quite exciting. I hope you have lots of friends, family, musicians, artists and lovers along with your other love to enjoy.
Please keep sending me signs that you are still here with me. I don't suppose I will see your butterfly again this year. I was surprised the other day to see him flapping frantically trying to get my attention on the kitchen window. Hopefully I will see you again in my dreams soon. You do come quite often and I am always thrilled to see you, and be together again, even though I am asleep. It feels so real and it is wonderful to see you so happy and healthy again.
Until we meet again, please always remember that I always have and always will love you forever and always.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX