Hi Gerry, I have just been watching the photos of our holiday in Switzerland. We both looked so happy. You looked happy and healthy. It was wonderful to see you again. I try to retrace you body and your handsome smiling face in my mind. I wish with all my heart you were here snuggling up watching telly and having our nightly tipple together. It is a sunday evening and we always had romantic sundays. We should be going to bed soon and making mad passionate love. My heart is aching for you along with my body and soul. I find it hard to breath sometimes and feel i am suffocating without you. I am so sorry for all the heartache is caused you and i never thanked you enough for all you did for me. You gave me everything i could ever want or need. Now all i need is you. I hope you are well and having a good life now, better than the last one. I hope you are loved and honoured and have lots of friends family and lovers. I hope there are lots of musicians, drummers artists for you to enjoy yourself with. I hope you are happy. All my love forever and always. Maggie XxX