Hi Gerry, I am sat by the fire wishing you were here. I miss you soo much. I tried not to light the fire until October but i was so cold tonight that I had to light it. The weather has changed and it is so wet and windy. I need your arms around me to keep me warm and safe.
I am making such a mess of everything I do. I keep trying to sort out the wardrobes and cupboards. I am throwing things out but more worryingly I am losing valuable items. I move things to a safe place and never find them again. Currently i have lost my lovely large dangly earrings you bought me, the house extension plans, our love letters and now my wedding dress. Please help me to find them. I need to clear out a lot of stuff but am afraid of what else i will lose. I am not getting rid of anything that belonged to you or your clothes and shoes. Everything that was yours I treasure.
I am feeling very lost and scared of trying to carry on living without you. It is so hard to bear, my heart aches all the time for you. Life is a real trial and the unbearable pain of losing you is a cross that is getting heavier each day.
Di is fine, the boys and their families are all doing very well.
I hope you are ok and enjoying everything you wish. I hope you are able to look down on us and see what we are doing. I hope you can be with us anytime you wish. I need to know if you are near. I need to know if you still love me. Please help me to keep in contact with you.
I love you with all my heart and long to be in your arms again.
Until we meet again please
be happy and have fun.
All my love forever and always Maggie XxX