Hi Gerry, just wanted to tell you that i am thinking of you all the time. I still find it hard to believe that you are gone and i will never see you again. It is truly heartbreaking to be here without you. I am keeping very busy but my life feels futile and lonely without you. I wish with all my heart that things had turned out differently. have so many regrets and so much guilt. I also have wonderful memories of our life together. Our love for each other was and still is so strong and deep. I hope you know how much i loved you and still do. I have just completed my Reiki 2 which makes me a healer. I have sent you some reiki along with all my love and will continue to do so. Darren and Jamie are busy preparing for your birthday memorial concert on Saturday. It should be a fantastic night as they are putting on a hell of a show in your honour. Lots of your friends and musicians are contributing with performing . I hope you are able to be there with us. It will be a hell of an emotional night. We will all be thinking of you. Until we meet again. All my love forever and always, Maggie XxX