Hi Gerry, well Christmas is nearly here again. I am sitting by the fire wishing you were here. I have not put up the Christmas tree or any of the trimmings. I still cannot face it without you. Just getting out our red winter rug made me cry. I don't think I can face the onslaught of memories that will come crashing down on me. I will go to Darren and Jamie on Christmas day and then spend the rest of the time at home by the fire with Di. Remembering all the wonderful Christmases we had together. I have put out the Christmas animated scenes. I hope you are looking down on us all. I also hope you are having a good time where you are. I wish with all my heart I could see you again. I try to dream about you but it does not happen often enough. I miss you so much. If i could have a Christmas wish it would be to have you home again, healthy and well. I miss your smile, and the fun and laugher you brought to us all. I miss everything about you and especially your loving arms around me You are the love of my life and nobody will ever take your place. You are my hero.
Until we are together again please remember I love you forever and always. Maggie XxX