Hi Gerry, I love you and am missing you so much. I need you more than ever and am finding it so hard to carry on. I crave your loving arms around me, to see you smile and all the happy times we shared. Life is so lonely and pointless without you. I am struggling and am still just surviving and not able to enjoy life without you.
Di is doing well but is missing you like mad, She often looks very sad and sits staring at the door waiting for you to come home.
The boys are both doing we as are there families. They all miss you terribly and love you and think of you all the time.
I hope you are happy and well and that you can do anything you please. I hope you have lots of friends, lovers and family to share your time with. I also hope you have met many drummers. musicians, artists and like minded souls to spend your time with and have fun.
I still take your ashes to bed every night so that you can sleep on your pillow in our bed and I can hold you in my arms. I love it when you come to me in my dreams and I always go to bed hoping to see you again. I do hope you come for me when my time comes and that you still want me.
Until we meet again please remember that I love you with all my heart and soul.
All my love forever and always Maggie XxX