Hi Gerry, today is Fathers Day. Darren and Jamie came over, each with a card for you. We had a bar-b-q in your honour and had a whisky toast to you. The weather was not to good, cloudy, windy and quite cold so Darren cooked on your bar-b-q and we ate in the kitchen. We had your favourite hot dogs, then a beefburger, kebabs and pulled pork. Kelly, Austyn and Violet were unable to come as they have all gone down with sickness and Diarrhoea. They were very disappointed as the kids were due to have a sleepover last night.
My heart is breaking for you and I am so lost and lonely without you. I hope you are doing ok and that your spirit and soul is free to go wherever you wish and to enjoy everything you desire. I hope you come home as often as you wish to see us all and to share our lives. Please always remember that we all love and miss you so much.
Darren has posted on facebook your last performed drum solo. I watched it last night and cried all the way through. You were truly amazing and it was so wonderful to see you again. It hurts so much to be here without you. I hope you still love me and are waiting for me to join you. I hope you are truly happy now.
It will soon be our 45th wedding anniversary and then your 4th anniversary of passing . I do not know how I will cope during that period as it is such an emotional time. It gets harder by the day being without you. I want you here beside me so bad, I feel that I am going mad with grief.
I have ordered some caterpillars so that we can do another butterfly release on your anniversary. I think Barry and Sue are going to come for that.
I wish we were having our Sunday night love making tonight. We always had such amazing and exciting sex. You always made me truly happy and contented. I thank you for all you were to me and always will be. I think about you constantly and my heart and body aches for you.
I hope to see my butterfly again real soon.
All my love forever and always, Maggie XxX