Hi Gerry, its autumn now and the leaves are falling fast. The days are very short and the evenings very long. Christmas is coming once again. I hate this time of year now as it is so lonely without you. We used to love cuddling by the log burner at night and laughing whilst sipping whisky. I remember the time we went to Scotland during the autumn and you drove around the edge of the lakes. It was a spectacular sight seeing all the trees in their different colours. We had the most magical and memorable time there. We enjoyed ourselves and had such fun having amazing sex.
We have just had Sienna's 5th birthday and she had a lovely party. We bought her some silver sparkly shoes which she adored and then put some money in her bank account. Then it was Halloween and i went to see Darren do his show at the Pat's in Chiseldon. It was a wonderful show. He was asked to play on until 1am with an extra fee of £100. He was well pleased.
Di is doing well now. She has fully recovered from her urine infection. She is a bit panicky by the fireworks now. She never panicked about anything while you were here. It is firework night tonight and i will be staying in with her to make sure she is ok. I wish with all my heart and soul that you were still here. Life is a trial without you, its dull, boring and very lonely. It was such and honour and a privilege to be your wife. We were so good together and we achieved so much. I want you, need, and love you so very much, it hurts. You were the most amazing wonder man and it was so satisfying being married to you. I occasionally see your butterfly, but only briefly this year. I do hope you still want to come home to visit me. I hope to see you in my dreams. Until we meet again, I wish you well and sent you all my love. Remember I always have and always will love you forever and always. Exclusively yours Maggie XxX