Happy Valentines day Darling.
I wish with all my heart, body and soul that you were still here with me. I love and miss you so very much. It would have been our 50th valentine anniversary today. I bought you a lovely card, a dozen red roses and sent you up a red heart foil balloon, with my heartfelt love message to you. I hope it reaches you, it went over the roof and I never saw it again.
It is bitter cold this year, wet and windy. I don't take Di out very often as it is so cold. Often - 3 in the day and - 7 at night.
I had my first Covid jab yesterday, I get another one in 12 weeks time. we are still in total lock-down. It is almost a year now that I have not been allowed out, or to meet anyone. The infection rate is slowly falling, but hospital admissions and deaths are still magnificently high.
I saw the doctor the other day as I have been feeling unwell with sore throat, headaches and earaches. She gave me some antibiotics and I am starting to feel a bit better now. I also have lots of blood test booked, just in case it is something more serious.
I had a shock yesterday as I discovered that the solar panels were not working. I panicked and contacted the boys. There is a way of resetting it but I was to scared to try. Jamie tried a couple of switches but we were to scared to tamper with it. Darren has a friend coming tomorrow to take a look. I though it might be the invert-er. Luckily today it has started working again. I think it might just have been frozen or just affected by the extreme cold weather as it has lasted so long. It is much worse this year that in previous years. I asked you for your help, and low and behold you came through again, as it is working now. I know you are still looking after me, loving and protecting me. I will still get this man to take a look for my peace of mind and advice on what the condition of everything is. Hopefully he will say the invert-er is okay.
I have a dentist appointment on Tuesday. I am really scared as I have a broken tooth and receding gum. One of my front teeth is dropping. I hate the dentist. I don't know what treatment I will need and I am scared.
I don't have much more news. I hope you are happy and well and having a great new life.
I wish you were here. We would have been making mad passionate love tonight.
Until we met again, please always remember that I always have, and always will, love you forever and always. I can't wait to be in your loving arms again.
All my love forever an always.
Maggie XxX