Hi Gerry, I love and miss you so very much. I am thinking of you all the time and hate everyday we are apart.
It was Violets 7th Birthday on Saturday. I went to her's fora tea party. We played some games, a Disney and dinosaur collection of trivia questions . We also played a game of sound which is like charades but you can only make the sound. It's quite hard but really good fun. Then we watched a film and had a nice buffet. Her birthday cake was fantastic. Kelly made the chocolate cake and Darren designed it. It was a mermaid cake. It was really fantastic. You would have been so proud, and enjoyed the cake. We gave her a beautiful mermaid dress, a unicorn t-shirt and a unicorn puzzle , and put some money into her bank account. She loved them all and made the 150 piece puzzle in no time at all.
The weather is still dreadful. Cold, windy and very wet. I am still lighting fires and its nearly June. We are still in partial lock-down, Shops and businesses are open now, but in limited numbers. You still need to wear a face mask and social distance if possible. However the weather is so horrible nobody wants to go out anyway.
Di has recovered from her infection. She is eating better, but her legs are still very bad. She cannot walk much. I did manage to take her to Darren's on Saturday. It was the first time she had been out for about 10 days. I don't think her legs are going to get any stronger, but they might improve if the weather gets warmer and dryer.
The garden is beginning to look beautiful, but I think we may have lost our Magnolia tree. I hope it picks up during the summer. I am still not convinced that I will be able to go on holiday for 4 days in August with Darren and his family, as I will be too scared to leave Di if she does not get any stronger on her legs.
I was actually able to hug Jamie last week. The first time in 14 months , due to the lock-down rules. It was a wonderful moment. I wish with all my heart, body and soul that I could hug you.
i hope wherever you are that you are loved, happy, restored to full health, youth and vitality and having the most wonderful new life in the most beautiful world ever.
I have not got much else to say at the moment so please always remember, that I always have and always will, love you forever and always. I sit at night and remember our wonderful life together. I think of all the good times we had, the family life, family band, holidays and high days, our fabulous romantic, sexy , exciting, experimental sex life. It hurts so much knowing how much you are missing out on, and that you worked so very hard all your life to please everyone, especially me. I just wish you were here to be spoiled and pampered and enjoying all the freedom and free time you always craved for.
All my love forever and always
Maggie XxX