Hi Gerry, It's 7 years ago today you passed away. It still feels like yesterday. I love and miss you will every breath in my body, and ever beat of my heart. You live in my head and my thought s all the time. I wish I could put the clock back and have you here again. I can't stand this life without you. In fact I feel like a don't have a life anymore, i just survive.
We had a bbq in you honour today. Darren came with Violet, Austyn and Kelly could not come because someone in Austyn's class tested positive for Covid. That means he has to self isolate for 10 days. Jamie came with Sienna and Genevieve. Isabelle and Lindsay could not come because Isabelle had after school classes. Barry also came. We each sent you a red heart balloon with our own heart felt message to you. We also released some of the butterflies that were ready to fly. Darren played and sang Hotel California and Purple rain. Then we drank a whisky Ballentines toast to you. We all enjoyed thinking and reminiscing about you. I hope you were watching and listening to us.
I played your funeral tape with your message and performance of Comfortable Numb from your charity concert earlier today. I will send this message, play the unchained melody to you and then do some Reiki for you.
I am very sad that i did not see your red admiral butterfly again today. I did not see it on our wedding anniversary either. This is the first year i have not seen you on either of those days. I am beginning to wonder if yo have left me, or maybe you were just unable to come to me.
I paced the memory notice in the paper again to today with my special message and a red rose, I also got you a new stone for the garden and 16 red roses, and a bunch of yellow roses with pink carnations. I have also hung up the new canvas of us in the lounge. The one that I have been painting with Darren's help
I hope you are happy and well and having a wonderful new life doing all the things you really love to do, with wonderful people.
I wish we were going to bed tonight and making mad passionate love. I miss you so very much and I love you with all my heart. I think of all the wonderful things we did together and all the holidays and adventures we had. We should be having the most wonderful life together now with all the freedom,free time and privacy we craved for.
Until we met again, please always remember that I always have and I always will, love you forever and always.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie
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