Hi Gerry,
I love and miss you so very much. Life is so very horrible at the moment. I feel like I am going off my head. The frustration of life and its problems are getting too much now. Covid is still very much with us. It has developed another strain which is far more transmittable than the other strains. Even though most of us have had our booster jabs it is still getting everyone. Yesterday nearly 87,000 people in England caught it. The death toll is rapidly rising again, well over 150 per day.
It is almost Christmas and Kelly has now got Covid. If Darren, Austyn or Violet get it now it means that they will be in isolation until after Christmas. This means I cannot go there for Christmas. Life is truly shit at the moment.
Brent is in hospital after a massive stroke and we don't know if he will recover.
It is cold , dark and cloudy all the time. The solar panels are still playing up. I have to go to Cricklade Hospital next Thursday if I haven't caught Covid to have the a camera down my throat and into my stomach. You remember having that done and its horrible. The computer is not working . I cannot get onto the internet and I don't know why. Jamie keeps fixing it but then it does not work for me. I am so frustrated and lonely without you. I hope things pick up soon or I shall just go mad. The hygienist at the dentist has cancelled my appointment again, and is leaving. I have not been able to maintain the gum health necessary and I am worried that I will still loose my front teeth.
The only good t hing is that Di is still with me and is putting on weight again.
I am sorry to be moaning so much but I have literally no where to turn for help now. Darren and his family are isolating and Jamie is busy. This Covid situation is set to explode again and we are expecting it to be a tsunami this time around. That means that I will be stuck at home without seeing anyone for months again. It wouldn ot bother me too much if you were here. We could have wonderful, cosy, loving times together.
I hope all is well in your world, and that you are having a wonderful, happy and healthy new life with whom ever you wish to enjoy yourself with. I hope you have a wonderful, Happy Christmas and New Year. I look out for you in my dreams, I am sad that I wound be able to see your wonderful butterfly for months now.
Until we meet again, please always remember that I always have and always will love you forever and always.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX