Hi Gerry,
I love and miss you so very much. I am thinking of you constantly. I wish you were here with me having an enjoyable retirement. It is so horrible, lonely and scary without you.
It is 3rd March today. Jamie's 42nd Birthday. I am remembering the day he was born. You were teaching a health and safety course in the Kings Arms in Wood Street Old Town. I had to phone and ask you to take me to the Princess Alexandra Hospital.
It was an exciting time. You took me there and then took Darren to my parents. When you arrived back at the hospital Jamie was on his way and you were not allowed to come in and watch the birth. You were gutted at missing it.
We were both thrilled with him. A brother for Darren. You were decorating our lounge at the time and finished it before I came home with him. We weer all so happy and had a wonderful life together. We were always such a happy family. You were the most amazing father, husband and lover.
We are giving Jamie money for his birthday as I really don't know what he wants and neither does he. We are also giving him some chilli plants and some chilli fudge and pork scratching. I have also go him a lovely Animal birthday cards with reminded me of you. It say's" Hooray it;s your birthday, make some noise." It is so you. I also bought one for Darren's birthday. Jamie is calling in tonight on his way home to collect his present. We are all going out on Sunday to the Windmill to celebrate his and Kelly's' birthday. You will in our thoughts and ids and very sadly missed. I hope you are able to join us and in the family fun. It will ne a great opportunity to see all your family together and to see how the grandchildren have grown and developed.
It was Kelly's birthday last week. We bought her two tops and we went to the Chinese Experience on s
Sunday for a meal. It was only Darren ,Kelly Austyn, Violet, Russel and me. I ate far too much and had chest pain all evening. I thought I was having a heart attack.
Its's still cold and wet but the night are getting longer now. We still have Covid but all restriction are n ow lifted. We have been told that we have to learn to live with it. fortunately it is not to rife at the moment. However their is now war between Russia and Ukraine. Vladimir Putin has invaded Ukraine to take over the country. It is very nasty and it could turn into a third world war. This is terrifying as it will. be a nuclear war. I fear it is the beginning of the end for our world. i am terrified that our sons Darren and Jamie might be called up for active service some time in the future.
Please can you help ensuring this cannot happen.
I love, miss and need you more each and every day. You should be here having a wonderful relaxing, exciting retirement. I am so very sorry that i could not save you. I cannot wait to be in your arms again and be reunited together forever and ever.
Until we meet again, please always remember that I always have, and always will, love you forever and always. Please continue to visit me i my dreams. Please can we make mad passionate love again soon. I am looking forward to seeing you as the red admiral butterfly again this summer. It makes my heart swell with love,, pride, admiration and gratitude to see you and spend quality time together again. Radiating and transmitting love, healing, emotions, ought, ideas and happy memories to each other. We cannot be separated, we are husband and wife, best friends, soul mates and lovers. We just want to be together forever and ever.
Until we meet again. I will love you forever ad ever.
All my love forever and ever.
Maggie XxX