Hi Gerry,
I love and miss you so very much. I miss you with every beat of my heart, breath in my body, and you live in my heart and head forever and always.
I am so sorry it has been so very long since I last wrote to you. I have been a bit traumatised by having to make decisions. You know I never could and always left everything for you to decide. I had to get an Lpa done for finance and health and welfare for me. This is because the government are stitching everyone up and taking everything, they own from them if they need to go into care at any time. I must try and protect our home and saving from the bastards.
It also means that Darren and Jamie can make decisions of my behalf if I become unable to or if I am mentaly impaired. I don’t want the doctors, social workers or the government deciding on whether I should live of die and if and where i should go into a care home. I have requested that the house is not used to pay for any care and that I can stay in our home as long as it is possible. I can rest easy knowing the boys will look after me if a am unable to do so myself. I got Paul Prictor to set this up for us. We could have done it ourselves or got a solicitor to do them. Solicitors a mega expensive and although the questions and answers are few and appear to have obvious answers the implications behind them are horrendous. I have also had to renew the energy contract. The energy bills have gone up in the past year by 200%. This is due to the effects of Covid and the war from the Ukraine invasion by Russia. This is still going on and there is no end in sight. I finally decided to get a fixed deal. Initially it will be more expensive during the summer when we have lots of free electric from the solar panel. However, it might be cheaper in the winter months. Nobody know how this will play out, but another unprecedented rise is due in October. Thank you so very much for helping me with these decisions.
Everything is going up at a terrific rate and the country is on its knees at the moment.
I have also been busy lately decorating. I have refreshed the kitchen and downstairs toilet. I looks much cleaner and fresher now.
On a much brighter note it was Violets birthday on Sunday. She is 8 now. She had a lovely party, but I did not go. Neither could Jamie’s girls as they were filming their drama show for the Wyvern in June. I did pop round and give her birthday presents from us. A Lego Harry Potter bird and some Harry Potter jewellery. We also put some money in her bank account. Darren made her a lovely purple flower cake. It was delicious. I then went around to Russell’s and got his 7 very large goldfish and put in our ponds.
Darren's birthday is next week he will be 45.
Jamie is off the America next week to the NAMM show for a week. Then he goes to Germany for 3 days. I do hope you will be going with him and watching over him. Please bring his home safe again.
Di id OK. I took her to the vet yesterday to get another prescription for her medication. That had shot up by another £10 in the last 3 months. She has lost weight again despite the fact that she is eating better.
I have been practicing for doing a performance at Lechlade next Sunday with the Rock Choir. I am very nervous as there has been several cancelled lessons recently and I am still unsure about some of the words and defiantly unsure about the moves. I hope it stays dry and warm for this.
I might also join them on Sunday the 5th in Wood Street Old town to sing Dancing in the street. This is for the Queens 70-year Jubilee. Darren will be performing in Goddard Avenue on the same day from 8-9.30 for the street parties.
I don’t have much more to say now except I hope you are having a wonderful new life. Please come and see me again soon as your Red Admiral Butterfly. I have been looking out for you but have not seen you yet. I need to see you and be with you again to know you are alright and happy, healthy and free. It is wonderful to spend quality time together again. I need to tell you how much I love and miss you. You are always so excited when you come home. Flying around the window, and the garden. Swooping over mine and Di’s head, brushing my hair as you fly over. Sitting on the b-b-q for hours so that we can be together physically, mentally, spiritually and be in each other’s presence, see each other and radiate and transmit love, healing, messages, ideas, loving thoughts and emotions along with happy memories to relive together. We cannot be separated, we are husband and wife, best friend, soulmates and lovers.
Until we meet again, please always remember that I always have and always will love you forever and always.
Be Happy, I love you,
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX