HI Gerry,
I love and miss you so very much.
Life is tough at the moment. We lost Mick on Wednesday 2nd November. It was a bit of a shock to me as we were only advised that he was unwell a few hours before he passed away. He was 76 years old and living in a care home for dementia patients. He had been unable to speak or communicate for some while apparently. I have not seen him since Sophia's wedding on 19th July 2019. His funeral will not be until December 8, this might happen whilst i am in America next year. I cannot expect anyone else to do what i do for her. Please i am begging you for your advice an invaluable impute on this. I love her dearly and want to do what is best or her, but I do not want her to go before her time. Please let me know when that time is.
It getting very cold now. The sun is shinning today but it is bitter cold. I do not put the heating on as it is become to expensive to use and must be kept for extreme weather. The expensive logs i bought are useless. They are no better that the £10 log i get from the local farmer. I have used quite a few now and they are a bugger to get started,and even when they do there is not heat and they usually go out again.
Christmas is fast approaching now, it hold no magic without you. You were always so happy and jolly this time of year and I miss you beyond words.
I do not have much more to say now, I miss seeing your butterfly and seeing you i my dreams. I long for the day we can be together again. I long to see your face, hear you laugh, hold me in your strong loving arms and kiss and make mad passionate love again.
Until we meet again, please always remember that i always have and always will love you forever and always.
I hope to see you in my dreams soon. I hope you are happy, restored to full health , youth and vitality and having the most wonderful life of your dreams.
All my love forever an always.
Maggie XxX