Happy Christmas my Darling Gerry,
Its Christmas eve 2022. I am feeling sad and lonely without you. Christmas hold no magic for me anymore, its just one big pain in the arse now. I have kept everything very low key this year.
I have just delivered the balloons to be sent to you tomorrow to Darren and Jamie. I thought I was not going to be able to sent them this year. Although I had bought them weeks ago when I went to Asda they had no helium. I ended up going to the Asda at the Orbital Centre to get them blown up.
It has been a busy week. On Tuesday I went to Coate Water and then on to the Sun Inn for lunch with Carol Bellingham. On Wednesday I went out to the H&W for lunch with Jamie and his family and we revealed via a jigsaw puzzle that they were going to Disney World in January cutesy of you and me. They girls were ecstatic.
On Thursday I went with Darren and his family to Whitehall garden centre and then on to the Chinese restaurant all you can eat. I though I had lost my credit cards and money and got into quite a flap, causing chaos. Stupidly they were in my handbag all the time in a secret compartment.
I am just going to have a bath and watch some tv before bed.
I am going to John's tomorrow with Jamie and his family for Christmas dinner and then on to Darren's for Christmas and another dinner. I guess I will be thoroughly spoilt as usual.
I wish with all my heart , body and soul that you were still here. I will sit by the tree tonight and remember when we used to make mad passionate love under the tree. I will be remembering al our wonderful Christmases together and feeling gutted and desperate to be in your loving arms again.
I hope you can celebrate Christmas in heaven. Play your drums and have fantastic gigs. Di is still with me, she is very thin now as she will not eat much. She wets most night now which is worrying.
I will write again during Christmas to tell you how things went.
Until we meet again, please always remember that I always have, and always will, love your forever and always.
I cant wait to see your face, see you smile, hear you laughing and be in your loving arms again.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX