Hi Gerry,
I love and miss you so very much.
I am recovered from the holiday jet lag now. I am very sad though as I thought a kind gesture was in order. However I did get some groceries left in the house from Jamie so that I did not have to go our shopping straight away, But all i got from Darren and Kelly was a brutal rebuff and accused of not paying my way on holiday. I was asked to repeat what Jamie;s spending allowance was on his holiday package and told that i had not fulfilled mu promise to equal the amount. I had paid half of the evening meals on holiday contributed to the taxi fares and paid the £500 Hard Rock Hotel bill. I then sent them £1000.00 which is what Jamie;s disney spend was on his holiday deal. So they ended up with far more tant they should have but it did shut them up.
It was Jamie's 43rd birthday yesterday. Jamie, Darren and I went to the Whichell Inn (formerly the Baybury) for lunch. We gave him a b ox of 6 craft beers, a dead mans finger glass which came with a tiny bottle of rum and we sent
him £100 to spend on whatever he wanted. I do hope you were there to join in with us. I think about you all the time.
I Am getting worried about Di. Her legs are very bad, her eyes are constantly mucky and she has lots of wax in her ears making her deaf. I have drops for her ears and the was is draining out, I have finally after several attempts got a good eye wash for her and the seem to be getting cleaner. I am doing my best for her and she sleeps 90% of the time now. If it ever gets any warmer I will start taking her out for short walks again. It is march 4th now and there is nos sign of it getting any warmer during the next two weeks. The days are very overcast, there is o sunshine and the solar panels have never had such a poor input. It is reported to snow during the middle of the month and sub zero temperatures of up to minus 15.
The house is very cold and I dare not put the heating on much as the cost is so astrinomical now. I am using the log burner everyday but the wood is not sending our much heat. I am ok but poor Di is suffering.
Thank you for sorting out the kitchen patio door the other night. It would not shut properly and I could not lock the door. I was beside myself and tuned to you for help. You quickly sorted me out and I discovered there was a clothes peg jammed in the grove the door shut into. I was so relieved. Thank you so much for coming through for me again.
I have another problem. I was stunned the other night to discover that the biscuit heart that has been hanging for over 6 years on the drinks cabinet in the kitchen had been half eaten. I must have a mouse or a rat in the house. It might have come in when I last got some logs and had to have the garage door open whilst i brought them in. I have made sure there is no food lying around and i remove Di's food bowl as soon as she has eaten, covering up any food left in her bowl.
I hope you are having a better time than me. I am so desperately lonely for you. I hope you are living the life of your dreams. I am looking forward to seeing your butterfly again this year.
I am sat thinking of when Jamie was born and you were desperately trying to get the lounge papered before we came home. You had to stay up most of the night to finish it. It was wonderful and we were so very happy. I wish we could go back in time and have our time all over again. I would look after you much better that i did. You could not have done a more perfect and dedicated in put to me. You were and still are the perfect and only man for me.
Please always remember that, I ALWAYS HAVE, AND ALWAY WILL, LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS.I cant wait to be in your loving arms again.
All my love forever and always,
Maggie XxX