Hi Gerry,
I love and miss you so very much. I am struggling at the moment and have been for some while now. I am constantly thinking of you and missing you so very much. I hate this life without you. You deserve to be here having a wonderful fun-packed retirement. I am devastated at your loss and am going mad here alone.
Di is struggling too. Her legs are letting her down again and she is still very thin. She sleeps most of the time now and the last time I took her for a short walk her legs gave way a couple of times. She does not like me to go out and leave her anymore, but needs must sometimes. She eats mostly human food now; I have discovered that she likes porridge for breakfast. At least I can hide her drugs in it and she eats it all up.
The weather is atrocious, cold, very windy and very wet. Spring this year is abysmal, we have just had Easter which was quite warm and dry for a couple of days. Our entire family met up at Jubilee Lake on Saturday and the grandchildren played in the park and then we all walked around the lake. Before leaving we, all exchanged easter eggs and Jamie gave me two photos of his girls and a wrap which Sienna chose to go around my shoulders as I am always cold.
I am very restless as I cannot do any gardening at the moment due to the weather. I am trying to declutter the house, but it depresses me so much that I am not doing much. I need you so badly that I feel that I am slowly going mad. I am struggling to carry on at the moment.
I hope all is well in your world and that you are having fun. I certainly hope the weather is much nicer where you are in heaven. Lily Savage has just joined you in heaven. I hope you get the chance to meet her and have lots of fun together.
Darren and Jamie gave me a new tiny computer for my birthday and Darren has set it up on the tv. I tried to use it today to write this message to you, but I could not open up the site I needed so I will have to get one of the boys to set it up for me.
They gave it to me at dessert restaurant we went to for Isabelle’s birthday party after the pantomime, we went to see at the Wyvern. Isabelle and Violet were in it and they were amazing. I hope you were there watching with us.
I don’t have much more to add now so, please always remember that I always have and always will love you forever and always.
Until we meet again, and I cannot wait to be in your loving arms again, I LOVE YOU. XxX
All my love forever and always.
Maggie XxX