Hi Gerry, I am thinking of you and missing you so much. I wish with all my heart and soul that you were sat here with me. I am so lonely and sad without you. I hope that you are ok, and that you are happy. I hope you come home to visit as often as you wish and that you are watching over us all.
We had our family holiday in Bournemouth which we all enjoyed. The weather was a
warm and dry. We did manage one afternoon on the beach and the grandchildren all enjoyed paddling in the sea. Austyn even did some swimming. He reminds me so much of you, he is so like you. I constantly thought of our family holiday there for our 40th wedding anniversary. We all had so much fun and you were the only one who swam in the sea even though it was freezing cold water. Austyn broke his heart when it was time to go home. He was beside himself. He again reminded me of you as you always hated it when the holiday ended and we had to go home.
You would have been impressed and surprised that Isabelle came for a sleep over along with Austyn and Violet on Tuesday We all had a great time and they always love coming here. They love the home that you created and they love being with Di. Isabelle is besotted with Di and plays with her constantly. It was nice to have some company for a while. I don't see many people and nobody comes to visit.
I have only seen your butterfly a few times this summer and it does not stay very long. I hope you have not abandoned me. I look forward to seeing it and having our little chats.
I wish we were going to the Maldives and enjoying a romantic break together. You deserved a luxury holiday after all the treatment and suffering you endured, not the pain, fear and heartbreak of losing your life. I feel so bad for your loss, and guilt for me still being here. I am looking forward to being re-unite with you again when I am taken to your world. Until then always remember that I always have and always with love you.
All my love forever and always Maggie XxX