Hi Gerry, I am missing you so, so much. I wish with all my hear, body, and soul that you were still here. Life is so empty and lonely without you. I miss your smiling face, your laughter and sense of fun. Life is so dull and boring without you. You brought so much love and joy to my life.
Its Saturday evening and we should be getting ready for a Shred gig now. I miss the family band and your famous drum solos. Life was so good when you were here. I miss everything about you and our life together. I still cannot understand why you were given that evil disease. You suffered so badly and endured such unimaginable horrors, pain and fear. You did it with such grace and control putting up such a brave and noble fight. You were so cruelly taken from us.
I do not know why I am still here. You were the one person that deserved to live. Life without you is unbearable, and there are times when I feel I cant go on. Sleepless night have become the norm and I am desperately unhappy.
There is not a lot of news to report. Austyn successfully had his tonsil, adenoids out and grommets fitted. Both Austyn and Violet can now swim without arm bands. Austyn can swim underwater in the deep end of the swimming pool. He is so like you. Isabelle had done lots of performances at feats in the Minarets, she is very good. Sienna and Violet have just started school. Genevieve has just had a mini op on her eye. Apparently one of her eyes have under developed tear ducts. She now needs a bespoke operation to correct this. It will be very invasive, so I hope you will be watching over her during the procedure to ensure all goes well and is successful.
Autumn is on its way and I am dreading this winter, the last one was the coldest and worst for 100 years.
I have not seen your butterfly mas much this year. I do hope that you are not going to stop coming to visit me. We all miss seeing you.
I hope all is well with you, and that you are happy and free.
Always remember that I will always love you. You are always on my mind and in my thoughts.
Until we meet again.
All my love forever and always, Maggie XxX