Hi Gerry, just thought I would light you a Christmas candle, to burn brightly my love for you. I hope all is well with you, and that you are still looking down on us all. I don't think I will be decorating the house again this year, as I don't feel there is anything to celebrate, now that you are no longer here. I always loved our home at Christmas with all the decorations up, the wonderful tree, and our outside lights. I know everyone says that I should still do it in your honour but I don't think I am ready for the onslaught of emotions that would bring me. We always made a point of making love under the Christmas tree every year. I feel especially sad at this time of year as we always had such fun at Christmas and gave each other such wonderful gifts. You always loved Christmas so much and got very excited. You were always the life and soul of the party. Your always smiling face, and your laughter, is badly missed. As the song say's ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU.
Keith, Barry,s friend passed away yesterday. Another soul in heaven for you to know, but I don't expect you will be overly delighted to see him. I am trying to be positive and keep strong for the family, but it is getting increasingly harder as time goes on. The loneliness and longing for you will never abate, and it is so painful knowing I will never see you again, kiss you, or make mad passionate love again. I do hope you know I will always love you and that I will never need anyone else. You were my one and one true love. Nobody could come close to you.
Until we met again, and I hope it wont be too long. be happy and free. All my love forever and always. Maggie XxX