Hi Gerry,
I love and miss you so very much. My heart breaks to think that you were taken so early in your life. You suffered so very much and you did not deserve it. You were always the most wonderful, kind, generous, happy bubble , helpful person I ever knew. I wish with all my heart, body and soul that you were still her with me. Nobody deserves to live more than you.
It is August bank holiday weekend. It is Sunday and the weather although it is dry its cloudy and a bit chilly. Jamie and his family are away in London spending the weekend with John from Bio Mechanical along with the rest of the band minus John of course. He has also just got back from a few days in Blackpool with the family. And a wedding in the Lake District.
Darren has a very busy weekend. He has a total of 6 gigs, ranging from Thursday to Monday with two gigs today, Sunday. He is so in demand at the moment. Thank you so very much for watching over us all and making life go our way. You are making a miraculous guardian angel, giving 10000% above and beyond as usual and doing it with such perfection.
I bought a carpet washer to clean our lounge carpet. It looks very grubby now. Di has had a few accidents lately and she is very unwell. She is loosing weight rapidly and will not eat at the moment. I have tried her on lots of different food. She was very sick yesterday in the kitchen. I did not see it as I was cleaning the carpet. It was bright yellow and full of large chunks of undigested or even chewed meat. She has eaten a while ago today, and she even ate some of her original kibble. I have not given her her medication today. I think it has affected her liver and or kidneys. I will keep an eye on her and give her lots of treats and hugs. I hope you are able to watch over her as well and help her to get better and stronger. I have not taken her out for a walk for nearly a month now. Her legs seem a bit stronger but as she is weak from lack of food I am to scared to take our out at he moment. If she rallies round and get stronger and eats better then I will resume a short walk every day. She does so enjoy her walk, and sniffing the ground. She always seems happier in the evening if she has had a walk.
I do not have much else today now. I am so disappointed that I have not seen your butterfly recently. I loved sitting in the garden with you for hours. It was so comforting to have you there. We were together physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. We were able to be together in the garden. You would fly around my head, look in the windows and get excited when you saw Di, or any other family member. I hope to see you again soon. I also hope to see you in my dreams again. I want to hold you, kiss you and make mad passionate love to you again.
Until we meet again, I hope you are happy, restored to full health and having the most wonderful, exciting new life, in the most beautiful, exciting world.
Please always remember that I always have and always will love you forever and always.
I am so looking forward to being in your arms again.
All my love forever and always.
Maggie XxX